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:: Friday, September 06, 2002 :: So... I haven't been here in... lets see, wow, over a month. I started up another blog that I'm never telling anyone exists ( I mean I guess I just told you it exists but the point is you don't know where it is--meaning its for me not you) Me not you, thats a new concept for me. So surrounded I am by conceptions of you. What you think. What you react to. What you react as. How I should react to you. How I should react as to your reaction. The mindless cycle goes on and on. I hesitate to say anything here now. I feel constantly on gaurd. But all this week i've been thinking about who I am. And its slowly coming to me that i've been holding back too much. Too afraid. And isn't that always the way the story goes? But I think what i'm going to try to do is make this an every Friday evening... should I say recap... errr maybe friday excavation of whatever is in my head. I'm tired of trying to stick everything I see that I think is good onto one spot on the web. Why do I care? And the answer I found is I don't. I'm too much of an individualist to try to make up for others incompetance. I have my own to make-up for. I've been really busy with school. I can't tell if i'm taking too much on... or if i'm learning to handle a full load. Maybe a little of both. Maybe everything in life ends up being just another test?
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