:: blame the extended gestation.... ::

:: Thursday, March 28, 2002 ::

And some mornings you wake and there is nothing there that whole no meaning void is such a bad way to get started at 5 in the morning so what do I do...but throw on the headphones and head to my qoutes page....(160 pages at this point, I think they call this a sickness)....

"There is something I don’t know that I am supposed to know. I don’t know what it is I don’t know, and yet am supposed to know, And I feel I look stupid if I seem both not to know it and not know what it is I don’t know. Therefore, I pretend to know it. This is nerve-wracking since I don’t know what I must pretend to know. Therefore, I pretend to know everything." -R.D. Laing

I'm an illusion, I want you to know
I want to grow up but I can't seem to grow
I'd do it again if god gave me the time but
I'm drowning alone and doin' just fine -Voltaaron

"how we end up labeled depends on what we're willing to show in front of others." -tonja

"The people to fear are not those who disagree with you, but those who disagree
with you and are too cowardly to let you know." -- Joe Moore

"In the beginning, the universe was created. This made a lot of people very angry,
and has been widely regarded as a bad idea." -- Douglas Adams,

'...what I realize is mostly what I hate about Evie is the fact that she's so vain and stupid and needy. But what I hate most is how she's just like me. What I really hate is me so I hate pretty much everybody.' Chuck Palahniuk "Invisible Monsters"

"Everybody here thinks the whole story is about them... Definitely that goes for everybody in the world. Oh, and this has gone way beyond sorry, Mom. Sorry, God. At this point, I'm not sorry for anything. Or anybody." -invisible monsters

One day Alice came to a fork in the road and saw a Cheshire
cat in a tree.
'Which road do I take?' she asked.
'Where do you want to go?' was his response.
'I don't know,' Alice answered.
'Then,' said the cat, 'it doesn't matter.' --Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland

Lust, fear, hate, even spiritual enlightenment--all our emotions boil down to disembodied dances with molecules. Our most profound thoughts are nothing but neurotransmitters blinking messages to each other inside the blackness of our brains. -K.C. COLE

The universe we observe has precisely the properties we should expect if there is, at bottom, no design, no purpose, no evil and no good, nothing but blind pitiless indifference. Richard Dawkins

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then out of this haze things seem to fade into what was/is/always will be...and it no longer matters that none of it matters...and I can't help but laugh

:: Jim Nichols 3/28/2002 09:54:00 AM [+] ::
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